NeekThaPoet

Where did we go wrong, did I do something to make you cool on me? We are distant from each other and that's not how we used to be. We used to talk from sun up to sun down. But, when we are together there is no talking, just the noise from the headboard making a loud pounding sound. I just feel as though your not into me anymore. Just thinking of us parting ways hurts me deep down to the core. Please make me understand what is going on between you and I. I don't want this to be over I at least want to give us a try. You got me hooked on you so please don't take it away. I'm in shock and confused so there's nothing left for me to say. Do you still want me? Please let me know. If it's over and done with it then I have to be prepared to leave it be and just go.

My mind is not settled, inside there's a lot of commotion. Digging and trying to come up with a potion to help the wheels of thought stop turning in my head. It's weighing my brain down heavier than lead. Trying to slow down my thought process. And to be frank, it doesn't seem as though I'm making any progress. But my fight has grown stronger to try to put it to rest. Debating and trying to see what's my next move. Trying to stay focused because I have something to prove. I just want my mind to stop its fast pace and and go back to my steady groove. Please allow me to slow it down a bit. I want a clear head so in the dark quietly I plan to sit. Sanity is my target and that's what I'm aiming to hit. I want to try and regain my control. But the way my brain is going it won't be free so I will have to pay a toll. But I won't give up, I'm just going to work even harder to reach my goal. I'll attempt to put my thoughts to r

Man you've got me addicted and we haven't even touched. You just stay on my mind way to much. Throughout my day I find myself yearning for us to be body to body. And every thought of you is really really naughty. Dreams of us making love center stage so everyone can see. Because out of everyone in the world you chose me. I don't want your love, because I'm sure you give enough  of that at home. Over my body is where I want your hands to roam. Tasting me and savoring every bit of what I can lend. Bring out my inhibitions and allow my better judgement to be gone with the wind. I'm addicted to you boy I can't deny. Scheming and plotting of how we can be alone so that I may be able to get a slice of the pie. Tell me something, Are you suffering from addiction too? Do you think of ways to make me love you after all the freaky shit we may do. Judging by the way you stay on my mind this isn't finished. I just hope it doesn't go to f

I want you to treat me like one of Trey Songz lyrics and and holla if you need me. I want to see if we were meant to be. I want you to show me you invented sex. So show me its worth pantie dropping. Make me want whats coming up next. You have to make sure the neighbors know your name. Boy I'm on fire so make sure you come and put out my flame. Please baby don't make this the last time. Every time I see you it makes me want you more because you are so fine. Show me pleasure and I'll get rid of all of your pain. Your loving me so good that I'm going insane. Can we share our love faces? I don't want to rush so let's just slow down the pace. I don't want to fall in love with you because if this ever ends, I know we will regret it and we can't be friends. I want this to be more than the usual and that feeling has to be mutual. So let's role play, and don't worry I'll give you me all day. Come on your side of the bed

My mind is preoccupied thinking about what could have been. You constantly take over my thoughts again and again. Why can't I think of anything else? I try and try but fail and I just can't help myself. I can't seem to finish the most simplest tasks. My true feelings for you are what I'm trying hard to mask. Truthfully speaking I wish I didn't think of you so much. But I find myself daydreaming about your conversation and right down to your touch. Get out of my mind and let me be free. I have to stop, because I know you don't sit up all day and think about me. I catch myself wondering when will I see you again. And then reality sinks in and I remind myself that we are just friends. Never crossing the line between friendship and being lovers. I know we will never share our bodies deep under the covers. Peace in my thoughts is what I'm trying to find. But I know I will be stuck with me, myself and my preoccupied mind.

I'm flirting with temptation and it's giving me such a high. I'm guessing it's the rush, but I still can't figure out why. Thrilled by the fact that I shouldn't be doing this. But then I think about what I want you to do to me and whats next on my list. Tempted by the fact that your so fine. And how I want to look back and see you hitting it from behind. Damn why must you be so damn sexy? I'll make sure to give you all of me if you just let me. I don't want more than you can lend. Your body against my body is what I want to mend. Just make sure to send me over the top with pleasure again and again. Fighting this urge with every fiber of me. Making sure that passion will never remain a mystery! Fighting this temptation and I know I won't win. So let's get it started I'm tired of running, let the Ecstasy begin.

People ask me all the time is a tongue ring a fashion statement. I simply add no, it brings pleasure and makes the experience heaven sent. I was told that it doesn't add any extra stimulation. Baby once I'm done with you, you would have sworn there was some type of penetration. I have no complaints. In fact I was told to never take it out. Because receiving oral with a vibrating ring is what it is all about. Up and down the base with my tongue while the ring tickles your tip. Swirling, licking, and sucking not forgetting to add all of the wetness on my lips. Massaging with my hand to give extra satisfaction. I have to make sure I keep it wet so that there's no ruff traction. I'll have you telling me that skills is not what I'm lackin'. Don't worry I'll make sure pleasure is what I'll bring. I'll even have you looking for me like you're a fiend. So please don't sleep on me and my tongue ring!

Baby I know you had a long day, so sit back and relax and just know I got you babe. Kick off your shoes and rest a while. You should already know I got something up my sleeve because that's my style. Let me rub your head to relieve some of your stress. You just need to chill and know that I'll take care of all the rest. Your dinner is finished so you can eat. The wine is chilled so that'll make it complete. Your bathwater is running so that you can just soak and clear your head. I'll wash your body so you'll be all ready for bed. I'll dry you off and lay you down. Your love is my ocean and that's where I plan to drown. Pouring warm oil over your body to prepare for a rub down. I know I'm doing the right thing because you just made the ohhh ahhh sound. Rubbing your body down I feel all the tenseness go away. Your so relaxed that a moan is all you can say. You turn over so that I can straddle your lap. You just gave me th

I have phat girl swag and I'm loving it all the way. And I don't care what nobody has to say. I'm not ashamed that I have luscious curves and a bodacious ass. It seems to me that your the only one whose mad. My man's not complaining, so why are you? Awww do you have a little bit of insecurity about yourself boo? Don't worry, you don't need anyone to tell you you're hot. Besides, you are the only one who can make yourself believe that you're not. My phat girl swag is the reason I'm not down. I keep a big smile on my face. It's not me to keep a frown. Sexy figure with a pretty face, Everybody just stops and stares whenever I enter any place. I may not be a size two or three. But my phat girl swag just leaks out of me. I can't help I have this confident way about me. It's in my bones, in my soul and this is how I have to be. I'm hot, sexy and I got this in the bag. Can't nobody hate on me and my Phat Gi

The first thing out of your mouth was that we needed to talk. I knew it had to be bad because I got weaker as I walked. Sitting down I went over every possible scenario and situation. I looked to you for answers as I begin to lose patience. You start off about how you have so much love for me and our relationship. I knew the part that was weighing on your heart was about to come because you started to bite your lip. I tried to brace myself for whatever it was you had to say. But never would I have guessed you were going to confess to being gay. Shocked and discombobulated I stared in disbelief. I don't know whether to laugh, cry, or sock you in your teeth. Then I realized everything we worked for was a lie. I felt hurt and betrayed and all I wanted to do was die. You looked at me as if to say you're sorry. I thought about it and then I began to worry. Have you slept with anyone outside of our relationship? I am so confused and beyond consolable be