This attraction that I have is not healthy, Just the thought of you consumes me. I have trouble sleeping and your in my vision and its even hard for me to see. It can't be good that I just want you so bad, It's driving me insane and making me look like a woman whose gone mad. And we have never been physical that's why it's so sad. I can't even look you in your eyes. Because every second that we spend together I just want you in between my thighs. In need for the inside of me to come alive. This isn't healthy for me because I am sick in lust. All I picture is us going hard and getting it in and you making me bust. I'm not trying to be your main, but more like that added something on the side. With no strings attached and no close ties. This isn't healthy for me because its all that's on my mind. Pictures of you and me in my dreams and I feel like I'm stuck and confined.